Fame Is Now Injectable

okay, so im in ibiza yet my ex still manages to piss me off even though im nowhere near home, however that one guys thats made me smile since the dreadful breakup text me after the first days saying he missed me.

its really cute and i cant wait to get home to see what he has to say but im enjoying my freedom out here, getting chatted up by the very hot reps, being called sexy blondie.

i even won men vs women hands down as the last woman standing :) im very proud of myself for actaully moving on and no thinking about that guy who has hurt me.

off to sit in the sun and plan  my week as i honestly cant wait to buy everybody their presents :)

basically, my boyfriend cheated on me :/ i’ve never been so heartbroken in my life :/ 

the thing that hurts the most is that he has no reason behind it, maybe i am just that bad of a girl friend that he had to cheat on me. There arent even any words that i can describe how much pain and confiusing that im going through right now :/

soooo i spent the day with him today, he mowed my nans grass for me and caught me in my underware as i was coming out of the bathroom after a bath, i’ve never seen the look in his eye before.

sooo. i cut his hair when he finished and styled it, lets just say.. i am addicted to him!.

i love him sooo much tbh, the way he makes me feel is unbelievable, the way he even smiles just gives me goosepimples all over, and all he has to do is kiss me and im his.

i haven’t felt this way for a very long time and tbh, im very happy..wait! scrap that, im ecstatic. 

i just hope this lasts as long as i hope it will. He is the most handsome guy i have ever met! He is completely gorgeous, and as im writing this he is sitting at my feet.. sleeping i think, bless he’s been a busy boyy today and i honestly and truly love him!

okay, so everyones probably getting fed up of me putting text entrys, but tbh come on its a blog, im going to write what i think :P

i feel like im losing one of my closest mates, its not like im not making the effort but she just doesnt want to hang out anymore, i invite her out and she’s too tired.

I guess if its time for that then i’ve got to accept it.

So i have work tonight, im gonna spend what.. 5 hours of my life answering the phone and writing down numbers… 

I just he’s online so i have someone to talk to when it goes quiet :P

really looking forward to saturday tbh! hehehe

okay so me and luke didnt work out, turns out that as soon as i walk away he wants me, i spend 3 months seeing him and everytime i thought we’d get together… noooo he wasnt ready! so i walked away, i invited him to my birthday as a friend and i clearly stated that it was as just friends! he then ruined my night by becoming very drunk and declaring his love to me! too little too late! even his best friend said that!

so i’ve met someone else, hes gorgeous and the most charming guy i’ve met. 2 of my friends dont like him however the one that has spent the most time with me and him loves him to bits, he’s taking me to go meet his family saturday! i’ve already met his friends and his sister which are all lovely and have welcomed me with open arms! 

im really looking forward to meeting his family and spending more time with him! he’s stunning and i really like him, his smile is to die for! and he has pretty green eyes :p!! happy happy happy!